Recent events have forced me to examine the concept of being true to one’s self. At times I believe we all fall under the misguided concept that we need to conform to how others view us to keep the status quo steady.
I have done that for the longest time. YEARS and YEARS. I now see that that is a flawed concept.
As I age I believe I have become more tolerant. The little things don’t get under my skin as they used to. In one area I have headed in the other direction. I will not accept being treated without honest respect for who I am.
Within the concept of being truer to myself I have found my voice. I have found the Jo who wanted to and did climb mountains.
While I may shed a tear at them passing from my life. I know that being true to myself sometimes means walking away from those who would mould you in to their concept of who you should be. It means ignoring those that would make you feel a lesser being because fear no longer forces you to stay silent, not cuss, or walk ahead as they huddle together in their sameness.
I have a concept of who I am…it evolves. I hold tight to the core – the parts that are the framework that keep me straight and steady. I gather new aspects from time to time. I discard the parts I feel no longer serve me.
It’s my concept. It will twist and spin and change. It will have days or weeks when it isn’t perfect. I will try things on like new clothes. Hanging the ones that I like in the cupboard that is me, to be worn when I want and how I want.
I will no longer fear to let you see the real me. As I do not fear to see the real you.
I use the following words.
- shit
- bugger
- fuck
- prick
- arse
- piss off
…and on occasion [not often]
- cunt
I have political, cultural, social and religious views and opinions. I will express my opinions on all those areas.
I know there are other fearless beings out there who are not afraid of others whose concepts of themselves are somewhat alien to their own. My hope is that we will find each other.
Some may choose to accept my concept of Jo and I will love you for it.
If you choose not to I will cherish the memories of you, let you go and hope you find someone more suitable to spend your time with.
For this designing/building/moulding of the concept I hold of who I am…who I want to be, is too important for me to ever let go of again.
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So go on over to Jake’s. Take the flying dragon and see what others think of CONCEPT.
Yay a gollywog. 😀
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He is so cute. I loved golliwogs as a kid. Glad you enjoyed him.
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I loved him on the Robertson’s jams and everything like that. Was annoying because of PCGM (Political Correctness Gone Mad) I think I should complain that I’m offended that a toy has metal in it because I use a metal stick. Or that Ken (Barbie’s shag mag) has hair – because I have hair. Action man has the same colour skin as me. Complain!!!!!
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I get frustrated at all this PC bullshit. Ohhhhh…that’s another cuss word I use. I think you should complain Alistair. I think it is good for the soul at times.
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Maybe start an occupy Mattel movement.
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Haha Good idea. Mattel … Hey … my mate’s Matt! They stole his name. 😉
Here’s one that us Brits use a lot … bollocks
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Oh I think I might have to start using that one…a lot…it rolls off the tongue brilliantly.
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Made me laugh in an episode of your favourite boys (I’ve got to catch up on that.) It was an episode about Bobby and all the way through, he kept saying “Balls” and Crowley, at the end finishes with “bollocks” 😀
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Hahaha – Weekend at Bobby’s…one of my favourite episodes. I’m liking Season 8 and I love the new character…the vampire tht came back with Dean…he is so cool !!!!!
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I’m currently watching the Blair Witch/Cloverfield/Chronicle episode. Think it’s episode 4
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I watched the last episode two days ago…it is still so open as to where it is all going. Cas’s storyline is interesting.
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Can’t wait to see him back in it. I think I should try and catch up this week
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DO !!!!!! The episode before this one…he was so funny. You’ll know what I mean when you see it. I love Cas humour…it’s so weird.
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It was the last season – “Pull my finger” 😀
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I loved that one too.
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“I gotta be me!”
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I like you !!!!
And I love Sammy !!!!!
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I like you too! Thanks for the Sammy D. Great singer!
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Thanks for sending me to find Sammy…though I played it way too much that day.
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Have you read the book The Witch of Portobello? I think you would love it 🙂
I have a Gollywog too, my sister (search Gwen on my blog) gave him to me. I also use the word Cunt. I use it when I really mean it 🙂 Not often thankfully! I also use fuckwit. It covers lots of situations 🙂
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Oh bollocks…I forgot fuckwit. So pleased you reminded me Barbara. I shall try to find the book and read it. I looked it up I think it sounds like a ME book. I am crying now…I looked up Gwen.
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Oh, I’m sorry! Don’t mean to make you cry!! I wrote something about the Witch of Portobello on my blog too. I so loved that book, written by the guy who wrote the Alchemist
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Where do I find that ??? It’s okay…a cry never hurt anyone.
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i suppose search witch of Portobello….. one sec..
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That does require you to be able to spell…. which i’m not!! http://looneyatoms.com/2012/08/01/the-witch-of-portobello/
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Oh you make me laugh…you do realise that statement goes in a myriads of directions….witches/spells…of course you do you clever female.
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Sorry…. my dad was a dreadful punner, and speller for that matter! It’s in my genes
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Oh you make me smile. Thanks for that.
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It’s easier to let go when you are not holding on. Good post!
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Very true Allan. That has been a hard lesson for me. I have always hated letting go of people. Finally I understand and accept that it is just how it is sometimes. Some friendships are seasonal. And it is time I put me before the friendships when they are holding me from being true to who and what I am. Even if it means walking forward alone.
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You go girl!! I can only aspire to be you!
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Oh no you don’t want that…you are way too cool to asspire to anyone else !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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More people need to realise that it is okay to be them – and they they ought to be proud of who and what they are. Kudos to you for being proud of the unique person you are.
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Thanks Colline. It has taken a while…but this Jo – she is here to stay !!!!!!!!!!!! With a few tweaks occassionally of course.
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Perfect 🙂
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I have always been true to myself and never did things to suck up to or try to please a lot of dick heads who talk a load of shit.
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And THAT is exactly why I like you sooooooooooo much Harry !!!!!!!!!!!!
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Beautiful concept toys Jo, I really love your post for this week theme
thanks for sharing my friend 🙂
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Thanks Jake !!!! Loved your idea for the theme this week. It fitted perfectly with what I needed.
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I used to love the Incredible Hulk too. People who only knew me for a few months, at work for example couldn’t believe it when I would say I had a bad temper. The Hulk would always pop onto my head…. Don’t make me angry! You won’t like me when I’m angry!
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Did you see the new Avengers movie ?? I love this Hulk. Especially when he beats Loki to a pulp and walks off muttering: “Puny God!!”
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Not yet no! It’s now on my Christmas movies list (although….. Does it have Patrick Swayze in it?)
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Noooooooooooo…he’s dead remember. It does have Chris Hemsworth – I have such a funny story about Thor that I will NEVER be able to tell on my blog…so sad. And the guy who plays Sherlock Holmes is in it…can’t think of his name. I loved it. I peed myself when the Hulk beat up Loki.
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Lol, yes I remember, I know the guy you mean, Cumberbatch I think his name is…. Something quintessentially (thank god for spellcheckers!) English…
You could email me that story? Sounds well worth a read!
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No Robert downey Junior is who I mean. Thought of it after I pressed reply. It involves a sex shop…think you can handle it ?????
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Aha…. Not the BBC Sherlock Homes then! I LOVE Robert Downey Jr 🙂 Sex shop 😉 sounds hilarious!
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I quite like him as well.
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It is hilarious
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One day when I write my autobiography and the kids are old enough not to care anymore and the grandkids think it makes me sound like a cooooolllll granny I will publish it…but for now it is only for a few select ears…I will e-mail it to you soon. Just don’t be drinking while you read…you might just choke.
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Well then. This has been a very informational post. I now have a new arsenal of words to spice up conversations as necessary. Won’t people be surprised.
I think I’ve told you before, but I’ll say it again… You’re one great bad ass woman 🙂
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Awwwwwwwwww thanks Angeline. The response has been great on here. I love that so many others understand what I mean and why I say it.
Bad ass huh…can I just say I think I LOVE you !!!!!!!!!
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Totally unrelated….have you read this guy’s photo challenges? Classic! http://tinman18.wordpress.com/2012/12/09/weekly-photo-challenge-changing-seasons/#comment-8162
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Thanks !!!! That was excellent…so clever.
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He does them every week, well worth a bookmark!
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Whoa. After reading all the comments, I got nothin’ to add. Can you believe it? Or maybe not. Can I ever just let it go? No!
You gotta be yourself. It’s too hard to fake it all the time. And you lose that ‘self’ if you try to please everyone else. You know what they say, if they can’t take a joke… You sound perfectly perfect to me. Anyone that loves Robert Downey Jr. has just got to rock!
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I agree totally with the Robert Downey Jnr part. And the rest. Thanks Gemma. It was an interestng experience. But it taught me a lot.
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Jo…? You get better with age. And every day I know you, I seem to love you more. No, I know I do:)
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Thanks Brynne. At least some seem to…hehehe
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I know what you mean by becoming more tolerant of some things and less tolerant of others, and I believe we’d agree on which is which. This is a fun post and a good response to the challenge – oh, and thanks so much for your visit & your positive comment – I appreciate that!
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You’re welcome. And thank you for your lovley comment and thoughts. I appreciated them.
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“Don’t go changing, to try and please me
You never let me down before
Don’t imagine you’re too familiar
And I don’t see you anymore
I wouldn’t leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I’ll take the bad times
I’ll take you just the way you are.”
Good for you, Jo. 🙂
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You are such a breath of everything I needed to hear AD. Thank you so much.
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Mwah! 🙂
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Pack the fuckwits in a boat and send them down the river, then go , I love the Jo concept!
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What a grand idea Gilly. Metaphorically speaking I did that the other day.
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Your six-seven words show character and that’s a good concept. Thank you for coming over my blog.
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Thanks you… like those words. They often come n very handy. And i love your comment.
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Just popping in to say you’re stuck with me! 🙂
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And I couldn’t be happier to hear that. Thank you so much.
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“bugger” , “piss off” , “cunt” – I am there with you Jo .D. Barbie was definitely a WRONG, WRONG concept…
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I have a box of The Daughter’s Barbies stored away…what was I thinking ????
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You’ve touched a nerve with a lot of people with this one Jo ….
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Go Jo ! maybe you’ll come up with some new vocabulary words too ….
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I try every day…
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Being different is a good thing! Celebrating with you by dancing the “I’m special” dance. 🙂
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I love that you do that…just love it Angelia.
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What can I say? Amazing!
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Why thank you so very much !!!!!!!!!!
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great entry.. and i so enjoyed your photos! ^^
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Thank you. I loved taking them so it is great to hear you like them.
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This is one of my favorites of allllllllll your posts, ever! I wish more people would realize the truth of what you’ve pointed out here, Jo. I accept you and love ya just the way you are, the REAL you. I hope you stay true to yourself and never let the bastids get you down. And since I was an English Major in college, I felt that I ought to share something with you. I hope you fuckin’ enjoy it as much I fuckin’ did. 🙂
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You have no idea how much I LOVED this…got to be my favourite comment EVER.
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Say Exactly What You Meant, and Mean Exactly How You Say It–No Other Way!
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Exactly!!!!!!!
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The freedom to be yourself. It’s a great feeling, Jo. Glad you’ve found it.
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Me too Jo…me too !!!!!!!!!!!!
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